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Sun Mar 22, 2009, 2:32 PM
  • Mood: Sweet
Hi, my name is:
- Amanda Brandt
But you can call me:
- Will, Bill, William.


My favorite color is:
- black

My high school is:
- Berea High School


My hair is:
- blonde and black although constantly changing


My birthday is:
- june 4


My middle name is:
- Ann


By this time next year:
- I will have finally convinced my mom of my after graduation plans


I have a hard time understanding:
- christianity


The one person who can drive me nuts is:
- this one really hypocritical guy...

In the morning;
- i want to sleep


If I was an animal I’d be a:
- snake


Ever been in love?
- Yes


What is your bed size?
- Queen water bed!!!


Do you prefer writing in pen or pencil?
- pen


Favorite radio station?
- 104.1


Coke or Pepsi?
- pepsi


Favorite subject in school?
- health


Last book you read:
- harry potter and the deathly hallows


Do you prefer cats or dogs?
- Cats


What’s your dream job?
- Comedian


What kind of car do you drive?
- right now my moms 15 passenger van

Are you a better talker or better listener?
- talker by far but i can listen


What do you miss most about childhood?
- the bliss of ignorance


How many times did it take you to pass your drivers test?
- haven't take it


How many kids do you want?
- i dont know but i want a large family


Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
- smile over a lie


Who’s the last person you got into a argument with?
- My dumb ass ex boyfriend kyle


If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
- london


What’s the best feeling in the world?
- love


What’s your favorite color to wear?
- black


Who was the last person in your bedroom?
- kenzer monster


What’s something that someone can do that really bothers you?
- pick me up

What are you freakishly obsessed with?
- vampires


What piercings do you want:
- snake bites and nose


Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
- I'd like to think that


Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
- like 20 minutes before


Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
- all the time


Your favorite sport to watch?
- fuck sports.....but wrestling by far


Ever had stitches?
- ya but i was to little to remember


Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
- many many times


Ever run over an animal?
- no and when i do i'lll never drive again


Ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?
- No


Do you snore?
- no thank god

What are you afraid of?
- honestly nothing but death of a loved one.


Have you ever had the infamous 'falling' dream?
- sadly

Devious Journal Entry

Sun Mar 22, 2009, 6:49 AM
  • Mood: Lonely
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you
You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you
1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

Devious Journal Entry

Mon Feb 23, 2009, 1:53 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
A
- Available: nope :)

- Age: 15

- Annoyance:when people dont listen to me

- Allergic: bananas, bees and mosquittos

- Animal: snake

- Actor: rupert grint

B
- Beer: miller

- Birthday/Birthplace: june 4 some where in florida

- Best Friend: idk...cassie probably

- Body Part on opposite sex: lips, the smile is what makes them perfect

- Best feeling in the world: the feeling that comes after helping someone when you know they'll never find out it was you

- Blind or Deaf: blind. long story lol

- Best weather: anytime with rain.

- Been in Love: i thought i was all the time, but i know i am now

- Been on stage?: Ya lol i love it

- Believe in yourself?:... honestly....not much

- Believe in life on other planets: yes!! and someday i'm gonnna meet them lol

- Believe in miracles: yes, i've witnessed them.

- Believe in Magic: ya.

- Believe in God: well maybe not god but a higher power

- Believe in Satan: also maybe not "satan" but a creature who rules the underworld

- Believe in Santa: fuck ya

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: yes.

- Believe in Evolution:no. no no no.

C
- Car: no yet, as of now i mooch everyone elses car

- Candy: me loves candy

- Color: black

- Cried in school: Yes but i'm not proud of it.

- Chocolate/Vanilla: vanilla all the way

- Chinese/Mexican: chinese

- Cake or pie: cake. but not the frosting cuz thats just sick

- Countries to visit: everywhere!
D
- Day or Night: Night

- Dream vehicle: i dont care

- Danced: unfortunetly, 3 years ballet

- Dance in the rain?: of course

- Dance in the middle of the street?: of course i mean who hasn't

- Done the splits?: yes. i'm rather flexible.

E
- Eggs: Are almost unborn baby animals.
- Eyes: blue

- Everyone has: The ability to be insighful

- Ever failed a class?: ya

F
- First crush: 3 grade. his name was chadly lol

- Full name: amanda anne brandt

- First thoughts waking up: fuck now i gotta get up...

- Food: salsa

G
- Greatest Fear: death ( not of me, that i can handle, death of someone i love)

- Giver or taker: give.

- Goals: Go to college and become a computer programmer.

- Gum: i never have any

- Get along with your parents?: not really, they hate me and i cant wait to move out

- Good luck charms: no, i dont think i believe in luck. just fate

H
- Hair Colour: Blonde

- Height: 5'9"

- Happy: most the time

- Holidays: are ...interesting.

- How do you want to die: in my sleep

- Health freak?: never

- Hate: snow

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: brown
- Hair Colour: indifferent
- Height: i definataly like the guy to be taller than me
- Clothing Style: idc
- Characteristics: funny. that really all i require

- Ice Cream: Vanilla.

- Instrument: drums

J
- Jewelry: anything dangly or shiny

- Job: not by choice

K
- Kids: Not for a long time yet

- Kickboxing or karate: Kick boxing

- Keep a journal?: ya

L
- Longest Car Ride: michigan ( i take planes)

- Love: is a most amazing thing

- Letter: a

- Laughed so hard you cried: all the time

- Love at first sight: not at first sight thats just a shallow thing.

M
- Milk flavour:skim

- Movie: RENT

- Mooned anyone?: ... lol i'm not answering this... i plead the fifth

- Marriage: hopefully

- Motion sickness?: ya and it sucks

- McD's or BK: i get sick at both so i dont care
N
- Number of Siblings: oh god...*has to pause to count*... eight i think were at now.

- Number of Piercings: 2 (trying for 4 but its not working lol)

- Number: 13

O
- Overused Phrases: i'm the princess!!!

- One wish: um..... nothing really.

- One phobia: anything with death of loved ones lol there are millions

P
- Place you'd like to live: cali

- Pepsi/Coke: pepsi

Q
- Quail:pretty birdy!!!!

- Questionnaires: ...on what...

R
- Reason to cry: you laughed to hard

- Reality T.V.: stupid.

- Radio Station: 104.1 and 98.5

- Roll your tongue in a circle?: not skilled enough

S
- Song: gives you hell by all american rejects

- Shoe size: it varies

- Sushi: depends

- Skipped school:...if i say yes can this ever be used against me...

- Slept outside: ya, in the rain too

- Seen a dead body?: multiple times, its just life

- Smoked?: Once and it was so gross i'll never do it again

- Skinny dipped?: lol... i once aain plead the fifth... ok actually i do it all the time
- Sing well?: lol wouldn't that be nice

- In the shower?: ...what about it

- Swear?: lol i cant help it

- Stuffed Animals?: ya

- Single/Group dates: single.

- Strawberries/Blueberries: blueberries.

- Scientists need to invent: idiot removers. just get all the asses adn idiots off my planet

T
- Time for bed: NEVER!!!!!!

- Thunderstorms: are beautiful

- Touch your tongue to your nose?: I constantly try... and fail

U
- Unpredictable: yes yes

- Under the influence?: No

- Understanding?: ya

V
- Vegetable you hate: sprouts

- Vegetable you love: carrot

- Vacation spot: alaska

W
- Weakness: small children

- When you grow up:married and happy. my only requirements

- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: ali-cat. by far ali-cat

- Who makes you laugh the most: all my friends

- Worst feeling: feeling alone

- Wanted to be a model?: NO! the idea is just wrong, let go parade ourselfs around half naked and pollute the minds of children.

- Where do we go when we die: i'm not sure

- Worst weather: under 60 degrees

- Walk with a book on your head?: well i dont do it often lol but i can

X
- X-Rays: way to many

Y
-Year it is now: 09

-Yellow: is terrible

Z
- Zoo animal: None

- Zodiac sign: Gemini


LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: moriah, she was sick and wanted to cuddle
2. Last person to see you cry?: brian
3. Went to the movies with you?: ali-cat
4. You went to the mall with?: my family (to get moriahs ears done)
5. You went to dinner with?: daddy
6. You talked to on the phone?: also daddy
7. Made you laugh?: jenny

lady

Fri Jan 16, 2009, 11:23 AM
  • Mood: Attraction
i'm in love with the girl i hate. she enjoys pointing out every bad thing about me. i'm in love with a critic and a skeptic, a traitor, i'd trade her in a second. she's a back seat driver, a drama provider. an instant update of the world. she's a first class liar, a constant forgetter. She's attractive but bitter. did you scream enough to make her cry? its a turn around turn around baby dont return to me.if you think that i'm not worth your time. she's a lady and ladies shouldn't be messed with. take off your shoes and come in the room.And baby, let's try not to argue.
Turn out the lights, turn on the radio
And how can we fight when I'm too busy loving you?
I'm too busy loving you.Here I am, there you go again.And we will not ever be eighteen again.
And I'm worn out of fighting and every night you leave crying
And I could use some time
And here I am, and there you go again. So here I am and I'm dying
And I'm waiting for you, waiting for you.
Come back, come back to me
And I'll take you gladly and I'll take you in again.
she's a lady, and ladies shouldn't be messed with.

sober

Thu Dec 18, 2008, 12:49 PM
  • Mood: Distracted
i dont want to be the girl who laughs the loudest. Or the girl that never wants to be alone.i dont want to be that call at 4 o' clock in the morning. cuz i'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home. oh the sun is blinding.i stayed up again. oh i'm finding thats not the way i want my story to end.I'm safe up high. Nothing can touch me. Why do i feel this partys over.no pain inside. your my protection.but how do i feel this good sober? I dont wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scarres me cuz it screams the truth.please dont tell me that we had that converstaion, cuz i wont remember save your breath, whats the use.the night is calling. and it whispers to me softly "come play" I'm falling, and if i let myself go i'm the only one to blame. coming down. spining around.looking for myself sober. when its good, then its good. its all good till it all goes bad. till you try to find the you that you once had. i have heard myself cry... never again.broken down in agony just trying to find a friend. why do i feel this partys over, will i ever feel this way sober

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